& you cant have sunshine everyday.

2009-05-16T19:56:00.002+08:00

MOVING.

-when i've decided on a name.

2009-03-17T22:30:00.003+08:00

Oh you know what's the scariest thing?

That i really don't care much anymore/

How this song must have been written for me.

2009-01-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl.
I should have known, I should have known,

That I'm not a princess,
This ain't a fairytale,
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell,
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town.
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

" Because a Love like Edward Cullen's and Bella Swan's only exist in paperback novels."
Its not real. Remember that, remember.

2008-10-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

Such a beautiful song.

Baby if we met each other under a different sky,
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I,
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share,
But it would be too much for us to bear.

So let's have,
One last kiss,
One last touch,
One last tender moment between us,
One last dance to our first song,
While pretending there's nothing wrong.
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know, its better if we just let it go.

2008-09-17T22:34:00.002+08:00

KYRIE RETARDED CHIE,

I miss you.

2008-09-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty.

2008-09-05T16:25:00.000+08:00

Do the type of love in movies really exist?

2008-09-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

One whole year of no updates/

I dont think i really care if anyone comes here anyway

I really think i've grown up so much over the last one year.

Rollercoaster rides all year long.

& sometimes you wonder how worse life can get?

.........

I feel like i don't know you anymore

RAHHHHHH RANDOM BUT I GUESS THAT HASN'T CHANGED!

2007-08-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

You come to me, give me everything I need
Give me a lifetime of promises and a world of dreams
Speak the language of love like you know what it means
And it cant be wrong, take my heart and make it strong, baby.

You're simply the best, better than all the rest,
better than anyone, anyone i've ever met
im stuck on your heart, I hang on every word you say
Tear us apart, baby I would rather be dead.

In your heart I see the start of every night and every day
In your eyes, I get lost, I get washed away
Just as long as Im here in your arms I could be in no better place.

♥

2007-08-22T01:35:00.000+08:00

i hope the candlelight wishes will come true
each and every single one

i had fun anyway with the two crazy friends
its been long since we last hung out
much less do crazy things and destroying three cards
heh. With love

让我们保持微笑
给寂寞的人一些依靠
我们要保持微笑
给孤单的人一种心情的拥抱.

2007-08-21T01:36:00.000+08:00

somehow, this picture tugged at the wrong side of my heartstrings.
0138 and i'm still not asleep.

&credits to whoever the picture belongs to.

2007-08-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

Its 0049 in the morning now
i can't sleep

feelings are getting to me
i guess i felt silly and looked around
saw a few that i liked
but its making me feel awful

when will it finally be my turn?

2007-08-14T20:09:00.000+08:00

This is my new companion.
Through thick and thin, day and night, sickness and health.

He's not photogenic.
But nonetheless, he's got the silly smile.

:]

2007-08-10T09:35:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this loneliness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you.

I know that we can make it right,
It's gonna take a little time.

2007-08-09T00:07:00.000+08:00

Its been one year now.

I love you still as much as i did,
on the day i got you as a little bunny,
and held you in fear that i might break your bones or that you'd bite me
as much as i held you so tight and shook your lifeless body on the carpet
hoping you'd do the smallest thing like move your little nose just the way you always did it
You didn't.
I wrapped you up in your bath towel,
and cradled you in my arms and cried hysterically for two nonstop hours
and as i held you, I woke daddy and mommy up,
called sister who was in sydney, called kyrie and theresa and joyce to cry.
I took a few snapshots of you, it was all i had to remember the little love i had for nine years
The pet people came to take you after awhile,
they put you in that little cage of theirs
the one you must be so unfamiliar with
(i'd figure if you were alive, you'd be peeing all over it in fear)
as i put you in, i secretly shook you
in pure desperation that you'd wake up
once again, You didn't.
I leaned over and kissed you on your forehead,
exactly on that special strand of white fur you had
I closed the cage, watched as the strange lady slowly carried you and put you into the van
and drove off with you.

I broke down, sat on the floor and cried.
Couldn't sleep that night.

365 days have gone by now
occasionally i still hold your little urn and sit at our favourite corner of the house
and talk to you about my day
I'm sorry i've been so busy lately to do that.
But i want you to know,
not a moment goes by, when i listen to that one song,
go by a pet shop, look at another rabbit that i don't think of you.

Wish you were still here.
I'm sure you'd love him too
I miss you.

Thank you for the wonderful nine years,
my little brother, my best friend and most trusted companion.
I love you <3

2007-08-07T18:10:00.000+08:00

I'm in such a good mood now its unbelievable.

I'm prancing around my house, singing "End of the World" to myself and Kanti (because she's the only one whose home)
I'll wait till mommy gets home and then i'll sing to her too. <3

I'm running to the kitchen every two minutes just to drink a sip of Big M chocolate Milk,
the Strawberry one is waiting (:

I'm so hyper now. Big big rush of Joy!
Must be the dolphins and of cos, little transformer <3

hums to the song of Gym class heroes - Clothes off
We have to take our clothes off
We have to party all night
And we have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no.

I KNOW. RANDOM RANDOM AGAIN!
I LIKE!

I want to go swimming now.
I want a Big house with my own swimming pool in the backyard,
so that laziness is never an issue between me and the water. (:

I want to eat Island Creamery Ice Cream now again.
Banana, Nutella, Chendol, Strawberry, Reverso and apple pie! ):

I'm talking to the crazy ten year friend now.
So hungry.
so random.

2007-08-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

Its early but i'm heading to bed.
A promise is a promise.

so fast, its nearing seven now.
Still, the same as it has always been

the occasional ( turning frequent) swings might annoy
but thats what my little transformer is here for
to make me happy all day long

goodnight <3

2007-08-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry.

2007-08-03T01:33:00.001+08:00

I get this feeling that Im over my head,
I guess I'm over my head again.
and I keep thinking that I'll get through this mess,
and I'll find happiness and then,
I'll have everything I wanted.
But what if all I wanted,
Doesn't turn out being what I want it to be?

2007-08-01T23:55:00.001+08:00

sing me to sleep.

2007-08-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

I just got home from Luke's wedding.
It was nice to finally see the extended family again.
like really nice.
Met some i've never seen before in my entire life,
some that i haven't seen in ages,
some that i just recently caught up with.
Wish some others came too ):
But still, i had lots of fun!
Uncle boy's 60th birthday at the end of the month,
going to see them all again!
YEAH<3

took a picture,

the rest still with kellie (:

this is possibly about 1/3 of the entire family. :D

2007-07-30T18:24:00.001+08:00

或许命运的签只让我们遇见.

2007-07-30T12:26:00.000+08:00

I want to go on a holiday.
Anywhere far far away from here.

There are days where i feel like i'm merely existing,
and today's one of those days.

I feel like going to a bar or club
and drink my heart's (and possibly liver ) out.

Or maybe just a big tub of icecream
and my new pillow

I hate how everything's going now.
Nowhere near right at all.

I just need to get away.
Like now.

2007-07-30T00:39:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep.
Even the new pillow i've got ain't helping.
I hope the uncontrollable spasms and insane ramblings don't happen tonight,
i don't want them to.

Suddenly thought of this song,
I don't like to sleep alone,
Stay with me,
don't go.

Random mumblings.
Off to hold the new pillow so tight.

2007-07-26T00:11:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream will never do
I'll still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

2007-07-24T01:17:00.000+08:00

the sudden craving for island creamery's Banana and Nutella icecream now
and i could really do with a shower and a car ride now.

i'll be looking at the moon
but i'll be seeing you.
<3

2007-07-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

As the sun shines down on the land,
so her heart is crying for love.
And there is no one there,
no one to hear her voice.
and she will sleep alone again tonight.
Now the moon is high in the sky.
In her room she calls out his name,
But he is somewhere else,
somewhere she cannot see.

2007-07-21T02:51:00.000+08:00

All the lonely people,
Where do they all belong?

2007-07-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

Finally got down to changing my blogskin.
I've been doing it since two days ago.
& since i'm home and not in the mood to sleep,
I decided to blog and update.

IN THE LAST THREE WEEKS, I HAVE,
(not in any order)
1) watched Harry Potter and Order of the Phoenix.
2) Done a few school camps
3) argued with the sister and made up
4) a new phone!
5) been drinking lots of water
6) read Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
7) read Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
8) been reading Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
9) awaiting anxiously the arrival of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
10) done all my usual daily routine
11) not been meeting people i have been supposed to meet ):
12) caught up with some lucky ones
13) been sleeping alot alot less
14) not shopped at all
15) kissed my pet ant like too many times
16) been tempted to go overseas and study
17) cried so many times during camps
18) not gone to the gym
19) gone to the beach
20) been intending to go swimming
21) been cutting down on coke
22) not yet watched tonnes of show
23) been wanting to watch the NDP
24) done work
25) not been doing much work :)
26) the urge to change my ipod to the red one(like finally)
27) been missing my pet rabbit sooooo much
28) GRADUATED FROM SCHOOL!
29) begun to love mornings more than i do nights
30) a new little transformer which i absolutely love!

Thats what i've been up to in the last three weeks.
Nothing special, Nothing interesting.
except for some that is.

Enough said, i'm going to let pictures do the talking.
Way due pictures of Graduation.

From top to bottom, left to right.
Mommy&Daddy, Mr Azhar :D, Ameer(Nigga!)
Dilys&ahGirl, Hazel, Dilys&Ahgirl, Muqsit:)
Suban,Colin& Muq, Chalven :D, Jess

stillFrom top to bottom, left to right.
Colin:) , Hafid( is that how I spell it?), Maomao
Darren, Theresa, Adeline,Yanlee, ShauneShaune&Ah Girl
Minyi, Muq in his army uniform, Laurie

stillFrom top to bottom, left to right.
Zizi& Ahgirl, 1/4 of BM0430 & Miss Denise Leong :D

Thank You all, who have helped to make my poly days beautiful.
Words are not enough to express my heartfelt gratitude,
but words are all i have.
Thank You and I love you all <3

and most importantly,

my princess ah girl, Joycelyn.
the reason for my happiness in my school life.
The one who never fails to always be there for me (except occasional absence from class)
The one who never fails to make me smile.
The one who i can trust no matter what
The one who i know that we'll be friends till the day we die
The one i love.
Thank you so much for being there.

Dawn and Mich,
Thank you too.
I will never forget the crazy strawberry yogurt addiction i had
its alot less, i think i haven't drank it in like months now
but you both have been two of my loveliest friends.
Thank you.

I STILL WANT A PICTURE WITH YOU,
YES, YOU THREE
KYRIE, LEROY & GARY!
:)

Off to bed. Because i know tomorrow's going to be a beautiful day.

2007-06-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

(Photo credited to ~jayorme from Deviantart)

I promise.

You've got me and I've got you.

There can be miracles, when you believe.
I believe.

IWALMGBWTSS :)

2007-06-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

Was surfing quotes, and i saw this.

“The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends.

I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time.

What do you get at the end of it? A Death!

What's that, a bonus?

I think the life cycle is all backwards.

You should die first, get it out of the way.

Then you live in an old age home.

You get kicked out when you're too young,

you get a gold watch, you go to work.

You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement.

You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school.

You go to grade school, you become a kid,

you play, you have no responsibilities,

you become a little baby,

you go back into the womb,

you spend your last nine months floating...

...and you finish off as an orgasm.”

- George Carlin quotes (American stand-up Comedian, Actor and Author.

Seriously. What a funny man.
Made me laugh a bit.
Not too bad based on the mood i'm in right now.

I think if i had to describe Life,
all I need is just a word.
Unfair.
Life's Unfair. Yep, thats it.
No better word to describe.

Some people are born rich. Some are born poor.
Some have beautiful families. Some have broken ones.
Some are goodlooking and tall. Some are just ugly and short.
Some have nice voices. Some can't sing to save their lives.
Some are capable. Some just aren't.
Some are smart. Some are just plain dumb.
Some are slim. Some are fat.
Some laugh at people. Some gets laughed at.
Some bullies. Some gets bullied.
Some hurt others. Some gets hurt.
Some plays with feelings. Some has their feelings played.
Some are always loved. Some are always loving.
Some takes advantage of people. Some get taken advantage of by people.
Some gets everything they want. Some gets nothing they want.
Some are born happy. Some will never be.
Some are always appreciated. Some are never.
Some always have someone to count on. Some worry about betrayal all day.
Some have a smooth sailing life. Some have a life that's never right.
Some people get things other people want. Some just wait around.
Some people never appreciate things they have. Some appreciate things they will never have.
Some think life is unfair. Some don't.

I'm one of those who think it is.
That sometimes i find, no matter how much we do,
no matter what it takes, no matter what happens,
there are just some things that will just never come our way.
but still, its not wrong to hold on to that glimmer of hope.
It might be a faint hope, but sometimes it is hope that keeps people going.

I've got so many questions. But no answers.

“Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever.”

2007-05-25T00:43:00.000+08:00

ME AND DADDY'S CUTE CONVERSATION <3
(at least to me it is, and thats enough.)

ME: I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH <3

DADDY: SSAAMMEE SSAAMMEE

ME: SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP (:

DADDY: oKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK(::

heh, and sometimes i forget his age.
nonetheless, i love him much much.
:)

PS: i'll always need you like the ocean needs the shore :)
You're all i need to get by.

2007-05-18T01:40:00.000+08:00

i was looking through old photos, and i found this.
fond memories (:

THE GIRLIES AT OUR LITTLE PJ PARTY <3

THE LOVELIES AT CNY PARTY <3

THE SECONDARY SCHOOL LOVES <3

THE GIRLIES. <3

THE FOUR OF US <3

THE ******* IN 2004.

and the girl i miss the most.

MY PRINCESS AH GIRL <3
i still remember this picture.
when we were wishing for things that never came our way.
when we'd wish on lighters, candles and leaves
and especially when we say the same things.
one of the friendship in this world that i'd never let go off.
(yes kyrie, you too :D okay lah, theresa also . )

2007-05-18T01:28:00.000+08:00

Like what my msn personal message says:
HOW DO I GET TICKETS TO SEE MANUTD IN MALAYSIA?

HOW? HOW? HOW?
I need to go and see them.

Law of Attraction.

I will get to watch them.
I must go and call up the cousin who works in AIG tmrw.

:)

2007-05-04T18:50:00.000+08:00

ten random things:

one) MAN UTD LOST ):

two) I WANT TO GO ON A HOLIDAY!

three) I WANT TO GO TO THE ZOO/NIGHT SAFARI

four) SCHOOL'S STARTING SOON

five) I HAVE A BIG CRAVING FOR STRAWBERRY YOGURT

six) I NEED TO GO TAKE MY DRIVING SOON

seven) I WANT TO BUY A CAR! AND THE BROWN AND WHITE BUNNIES TOO!

eight) MY DOG'S SICK & MY SISTER'S IGNORING ME

nine) I WANT TO GO SWIMMING/SENTOSA

ten) I MISS MY PET ANT.

too lazy to update/

And there are lines upon my face
From a life time of smiles
When the time comes to embrace
For one long last wine
We can laugh about how time really flies
We won’t say goodbye
‘Cause true love never dies
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes.
<3

2007-04-17T00:27:00.001+08:00

the cutest phone call <3

2007-04-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

thank you, each and every single one of you :)

for the beautiful suprise party;
my bestest friend,
my secondbest friend
gary,
leroy,
gerald,
elsa,
cheryl,
arul,
jeff,
max

for turning up :D
and the gifts too!
it was really sweet and nice.
thank you ever so much

and the wishes (extra early & belated ones too)
the family, muq, ah girl, bekka
chalven, dawn, mich,
danny, chuanlay, yy
colin, minty, kimmy, dee
dennis, ian, graham
isk, jasper, jay
huiyi (happy birthday too twin!), siaoying, peiqi,
shafinah, marcus, suban, deen
kellie, vonica, siti
chris, abby, yijia, rachel, amanda
sarah, xt, faizal

thank you all. hope i didn't miss anyone out. :)

the beautiful tie and malt icecream, with love

2007-04-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

its been long since ive even been here,
cant really be bothered to/

my room is in a mess,
clothes are piling up,
books are under the bed
and its really dusty
looking at my own room irritates me
so today i finally took some time off to clear it
and of course not forgetting incessant naggings from my mom and sis
guess that finally took a toll on me
so now my room's less messy
clothes are in the wash
books are still under the bed
and its still dusty cos i'm sneezing like mad now
doesn't help that i'm sick.

was going through the cupboard
found lots of stuffs
looked at my old secondary school textbooks
with scribbles of names and smileys all over it
i never did pay much attention in class i figured
found little letters i used to write to people
and the ones i'd get
found lots of cards from my dad,
the sec two cliquers which i miss so very much
that lovely droopy
and other things from alot of other people that meant so much
and then it got me all nostalgic
thinking how all these people are right now

people who i use to meet almost everyday
people who i use to love
people who use to make me laugh
people who use to make me cry
people who made a big difference in my life

but now all i can do is wonder if they're doing fine out there
but i do miss each and everyone very much/
from the primary school friends,
to the beautiful secondary school sunshines
to the wonderful poly buddies
and the akltg lovelies.

funny how time changes things
how things that could have been meant to be
could have been beautiful
could have altered your entire destiny
could have lasted that one lifetime
yet all you can do is watch as time slips away
because there's nothing you can do about it
nothing but wish and hope

2007-03-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

especially for my best friend, muqsit (:
( no kyrie, youre also my best friend. :D )

Heading to serve the country in about approx eleven hours from now,
feels like i have so much to say to you, but posting it on my blog wouldnt serve justice to those words.
its been about three years since ive known you, maybe a little less, but who really cares
thank you for all the nice memories throughout these years,
the late night complains and comfort,
the infamous irritating cheycheycheys,
the evermostbeautiful Tong Hua, and Mungkin Nanti & Belaian Jiwa
the so sinful pratas and ice milos at our favourite hangout place
the nice little busrides on 167 and the inevitable squabbles whenever i want to take 162 instead
the chocolate milkshakes at macs
and the rest of the beautiful things that have formed our beautiful friendship.

Two weeks, and you must meet me okay!
take ever greatest care of yourself in there,
EAT MORE OKAY! :D
& i dont care if it sounds mushy or whatsoever,
BUT I LOVE YOU & I'LL MISS YOU WHEN YOURE GONE. :)
with much love.

2007-02-18T18:12:00.000+08:00

i'm sitting alone in Starbucks,
drinking my hot Mocha and eating my sugared donut,
its so cold here, that my toes feel like theyre about to fall off.
what a clever idea to wear slippers.
i hope i remembered to pack my shoes.
i never knew how cold it was in Genting.
and somehow it doesnt really feel like i'm here,
but in some really far far away country.
i feel a little homesick, but thats not possible because my entire family is in the same building as me,
just that i'm not 21, thus i'm stuck here in Starbucks, reading up on my IMC notes.

i love the weather :)

2007-02-18T06:14:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to have gone off 45 minutes ago,
but im still home,
all because me & my sister woke up late :)
really random stuffs,
1)im rushing an entry, because im waiting for mommy to pack the love letters, bak kwa, pineapple tarts, and my kueh balu! (:
2)ive brought my eeyore along to sleep in the car. :D
3) my entire family is in National Day colors. Daddy & Mommy in red, Sister & I in white. All because, Red & White are lucky colors for the Rabbits & Dragons.
4) IM REALLY SLEEPY & WE'RE REALLY LATE.
5) i'll miss each & every single one of You.

KYRIE
have a safe flight tmrw. I'll see You soon.
I LOVE YOU DEAR KYRIE, DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART,
I LOVE YOU DEAR KYRIE, DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART,
TALK ABOUT DEEP DEEP DOWN DOWN,
DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART,
TALK ABOUT DEEP DEEP DOWN DOWN
DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART.

alright, off i go!

2007-02-18T00:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR MY LOVES!
may this new year usher in prosperity, good health and Love.

im heading off to Genting with the family in about four hours time.
i need to go and sleep soon.
i'll miss you all.
and just in case, anything happens *touch wood,
i love you all, you know who you are.
(:

2007-02-14T01:04:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day

a big shoutout to the ones i Love!

to all the happily-in-Love couples,
may this day be special in every single possible way for the both of You.

to all the singles out there,
may You find the most special someone in time to come.

i love you all.

to that special One,
Feliz Dia de S.Valentim. Eu Amo-te :)

2007-02-14T00:53:00.000+08:00

Fourteenth of February;
someone once told me "its just a day where everything becomes more expensive, all in the name of Love"
i never did really like this day.
could never quite understand the concept behind it,
why do you need a day to actually express your Love to someone?
when everyday spent with your Love ones, is truly a Valentine's day in that day itself.
i know for a matter of fact, that i'd do the littlelest of things just to see the one i Love, smile.
the things i'd do, the words i'd say, just so that the one i Love will know, how so beautiful He is to me.
i know, Youre somewhere out there
- my Love, my Valentine.

despite it all, maybe on a lighter note, i'm just a sour little grape. (:

2007-01-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

Do i really live in a fairytale?
maybe Reality scares me,
and i guess i'm just afraid things arent as beautiful as ive always pictured it to be/

but nothing really matters anyway.

2007-01-21T00:41:00.000+08:00

i found this piece of paper in my cupboard while clearing stuffs today,
it read " Love hurts, doesnt it? "
that was written on 16october, in 2002.
nearly 4 years and 3 months later,
i still think so.

2007-01-20T02:33:00.000+08:00

I went Body Combat today again :D
i cannot explain how awfully proud i am of myself,
45minutes before class, i had lunch
which ended up in a serious case of stitches during BC,
but i didnt give up, i persevered :) so happy.
of course, i skipped doing the weights today,
headed for dinner at Crystal Jade with Gary&Elsa, Kyrie&Theresa
then to Swensens for EarthQuake & Topless Five,
13 flavours of IceCream, Lots of toppings & whipped cream
and the entire Body Combat session gone to waste :(

CheeseCake session tmrw. Lovely.

I knew it was too good to be true
cause i'm the only one who understands me.

2007-01-18T02:39:00.000+08:00

I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do.

2007-01-17T15:21:00.000+08:00

im at the Bestest Friend's house,
she's apparently not feeling very well,
so i skipped the seminar, & came over to her place.
but somehow, she seems pretty fine to me :)
no wonder she aspires to be a director someday.

kyrie says: cannot! can see my sexy legs. you better put some star to cover it.

anything that makes her happy (:

& she's got such a strange alter ego, look at the things found in her room. :)

i think she's taking what kenneth said about her being a policewoman seriously.

but nonetheless, i love her. although she's 3/4 pissed at me because ive been ignoring her and her Coughs & her "i'm going to die soon." because im blogging :D

how beautiful, when i'm nearly done,

she's gone to bed.

2007-01-17T01:14:00.000+08:00

i wish i could close my eyes,
& wake up to a better someday.
but i know tomorrow wont be that day.

2007-01-16T09:31:00.000+08:00

i went for Body Combat yesteday,
suprisingly, my body doesnt hurt.
not that i'm complaining about it.
so maybe i'll go this wednesday.
9am class is nearly over, after 30 minutes.
maybe me & ah girl will go for breakfast instead,
no, actually i think we have to discuss our project.
i think im starting to accumulate my sleep debt again,
cant wait till 2ndMarch till i can get a real good rest.

2007-01-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

its been so long since ive last blogged.
i would have been done with Paris,
& have been home before Christmas.
that was supposed to happen, four months ago.
instead, i chose to stay on in hazy-turned-rainy singapore.
im glad i didnt go anyway :]

& so now, the blogging saga is back. ( at least for the time being )
at least between me, kyrie & theresa.
pure peer pressure :)

the rain these few days have been the cause of my really lousy mood,
plus not forgetting the fact that certain things have suddenly been so different ,
but well, ive got to understand, without much of a choice though. Lol

i think im going to fall sick real soon,
which isnt a good thing to happen right now,
since ive got six projects due in a time frame of two to four weeks from now,
two written tests coming up next week,
and lots of presentations to prepare for.
how Lovely.

anyway, to my beautiful decade friend,
i love you, so very much.

:)

Yes, im wishing my life away
With these things i'll never say/