its been long since ive even been here,
cant really be bothered to/
my room is in a mess,
clothes are piling up,
books are under the bed
and its really dusty
looking at my own room irritates me
so today i finally took some time off to clear it
and of course not forgetting incessant naggings from my mom and sis
guess that finally took a toll on me
so now my room's less messy
clothes are in the wash
books are still under the bed
and its still dusty cos i'm sneezing like mad now
doesn't help that i'm sick.
was going through the cupboard
found lots of stuffs
looked at my old secondary school textbooks
with scribbles of names and smileys all over it
i never did pay much attention in class i figured
found little letters i used to write to people
and the ones i'd get
found lots of cards from my dad,
the sec two cliquers which i miss so very much
that lovely droopy
and other things from alot of other people that meant so much
and then it got me all nostalgic
thinking how all these people are right now
people who i use to meet almost everyday
people who i use to love
people who use to make me laugh
people who use to make me cry
people who made a big difference in my lifebut now all i can do is wonder if they're doing fine out there
but i do miss each and everyone very much/
from the primary school friends,
to the beautiful secondary school sunshines
to the wonderful poly buddies
and the akltg lovelies.
funny how time changes things
how things that could have been meant to be
could have been beautiful
could have altered your entire destiny
could have lasted that one lifetime
yet all you can do is watch as time slips away
because there's nothing you can do about it
nothing but wish and hope
little by little, day by day.
